t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Monday, June 21, 2004
buhhhs. allow me to say. i'm confused. and i thought. i'm the only one who's contradicting. i think. okay. maybe not. buhhhs.
sorry. was just. talking to myself. uhhhs. *looks around. smiles.
was just reading through someone's blog. i agree. we DO have to thank her. but i can't.. when. what's happening IS happening. can i? sighs. i dunno. i can't deny that i do MISS talking to her. and this this that that. but. from what i see? it doesn't seem to matter as much le. sighs. should i just let everything.. be gone with the wind? sighs. have been praying about it since.. it happened. but. i guess. i didn't try hard enough. i just how that the Dear one up there would just tell me what to do?.. haha. i feel helpless.
i wonder. i wonder. i wonder. hahas. i hate to wonder. cause i've learnt from MANY previous painful experiences not to do so. but yet. i can't help it. lol. simply cause i'm human. though some of you think otherwise. =))
hmmm. oh welllsssssssss. sighs. they made up their mind. and. i'm gonna stick to it. i just.. hurr. nevermind. its okay. =]
i dunno what else ta write le. =) tatAs.
;elysium.
10:54:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
